Friday, March 27, 2009

tagged!!!

    Shayari tagged me with this! ..i know its coming very late...but well....here it goes..
    It's all about listing 25 random things about oneself. Well here I go about it.

        1. I hate guests at home for it counts for a lot of formalities n those artificial smiles..

        2. I just absolutely hate to cook!! n I secretly wish for a hubby who loves to cook n I’ll be more than happy to let that load go off my head.

        3. I really really vouch for dowry free marriages....no no not even in the name of gifts…


        4. I keep on teasing my mom for her superstitions but m growing up to be like her… ;)) I luuv her,adore herbut I dnt wanna be like her…

        5. I just luv sitting under the stars, watching sunsets..…there’s nothing like it .

        6. m 24 n still not very convinced about my professional choice…

        7. m a big time sleepoholic…n I mean it!

        8. I just so much luuuuv that spicy chilli sauce that u get with momos….i always make it a point to beg some extra sauce from the momo guy!! Its yummy…slurp!

        9. I have this crazy thing in me….m a mango lover…I just gorge on mangoes during summers n then I crave for them in winters too!!..all the time….!

        10. for some people m an introvert,khadus,arrogant person but with some I can just go on talking endlessly!

        11. I talk to myself. I talk to myself n I talk to myself….n start thinking that I have conveyed it to the other person…but actually I don’t….n that’s how I mess it all up!!

        12. I always end up falling weak in front of the wrong people ;(( I need lots of wisdom on judging people…

        13. In my small heart in one small vein I have a desire to learn to play guitar but I can’t even get the sa re ga ma right on my vocals!! I did try learning it, my teacher got fed up n I left it in all embarrassment!!

        14. I want to learn to ride a bike!

        15. n n n I just need to visit leh…I think it’s the mostest beautifullest( is that a word?) place I have ever known hear of….

        16. I just love to listen to all those songs played on radio all night loooooong

        17. I just feeling like brutualy murdering when those stupid aunty n uncles try coaxing me into getting married with the famous one-liner
        har ladki ko ek din apne ghar jana hi hota haiyeh ghar to paraya hai.”
        Uff gimme a break….abhi meri umar hi kya hai….n phulez mind ur own life....not mine....

        18. n m really proud to say that unlike others girls m the mechanic of my house…from
        changing bulbs n tube lights, joining wires, fixing small stuff, dealing with plumbers,
        mechanics..i can do it!!

        19. I can just never keep my clothes in an order in my closet…every 15 days I religiously
        take out all my clothes, fold them n neatly place them in hangers n bundles…but I cannot maintain it…I just ruffle up everything while taking out, picking.choosing what to wear
        that after 15 days…its like open the closet n all stuff inside is falling on ur face!!n then
        again the cycle repeats!!

        20. I suck big time when it comes to managing relatives…

        21. I go nuts when I go shopping….when ever I shop I just can’t buy anything…I have to
        like it in the first instant look or m not buying it….n this way I end up searching every
        damn shop in the whole market n end up home empty haded….and that’s why I usually
        go shopping alone!!

        22. I like to take the off beaten road…the road that is less traveled….be it profession,
        clothes,hobbies,friends…whatever…I don’t like being counted in the heard…though I
        don’t want to stand out as well….its like I like to be there n yet be
        different….confusing…dnt worry…m a gemini!!

        23. when I was a kid I used to luuv cycling…. n I was pretty apt at it….i used to ride very
        fast n evry few days some aunty would come home complaining to my grand mom….ha
        ha once I banged into a kabadi wala on a blind turn….n he was mad at me for all his stuff lay open on the road n I couldn’t stop laughing….n m thinking of it m giggling even
        now!!
        Ahh…its now I can connect why I luuv driving so much…n no wonder my dad is so
        anxious when m out with his car!!lol….

        24. I miss my grandpa…its been 7 yrs n I still think of him n remember those times when I
        just loved squeezing into his lap n he used to keep patting on my head in silence…..n u
        know he was suffering so much at that time…I actually prayed to God to take him away so that he doesn’t have to bear all that pain…..I miss u a lot daddy…nobody can share
        that magic that we had…

        25. okay…I think I got too emotional above….n since this is the last one…I shud end it on a happy note….hmmm..ok…..i hav this mad cousin …..whenever he needs to fart he positions his bum bang infront of the face of someone and just farts!! phooooooooooooooo!!
        n I have learnt this from him;)))!!!! Try it guys its real fun!!!

        please feel free to tag urself!!

        Monday, March 23, 2009

        झुकी नज़रें

        बातों ही बातों में
        न कहते हुए भी
        बहुत कुछ कह ग

        वो इशारे ही काफी थे
        समझने के लिये
        उस बात को
        जिसे जुबान तक न आने दे रहे थे

        कल मुझसे नज़रें मिला पाओ
        उस खातिर
        आज नज़रें झुका कर
        चले गए

        लेकिन वो झुकी नजरें
        भी छुपा न पाई वो कहानी
        जिसे बयां न करना चाह रहे थे तुम














        Wednesday, March 11, 2009

        a neat holi

        I had none of my friends around to play holi with...
        but I ventured out of the house in hope of njyn the day...
        well no friends but I ended up playing holi with the kiddos of my colony..
        n it was so much fun...n kids are smarter...dey arn't scared of colours as I was....n once u throw colour at them dey'll give it back to u with all their pichkaris n everythin....he he he
        I played a neat holi this time...with only gulal n water...
        n just taking out water from other people's tanks
        colouring the cars parked..
        snatching buckets from children n using it to throw water at them!!
        mixing gulal in chandan...
        ganging up with kids to drench the nosy ones around..
        n yeah colouring them up with their own colours...

        n then sitting back n njyn as they carried on.....

        mean me!!

        Tuesday, March 10, 2009

        its only words..

        hey i was out last evening with O
        and it was just wonderful..

        well both of us didn't do nythn great
        we just walked and sang 'words...'
        its just so wonderful a song n i just luuuuved it during my teenage days..
        it brought back so many memories.....n smiles....

        n while wakin past we just heard it playin in a car n ended up singing it on
        (though both of us r terrible singers....but what the heck!!)

        and ended up ROFL ;)))

        "Smile, an everlasting smile
        A smile can bring you near to me
        Don't ever let me find you gone
        Cause that would bring a tear to me
        This world has lost it's glory
        Lets start a brand new story
        Now my love
        You think that I don't even mean
        A single word I say...
        It's only words
        And words are all I have
        To take your heart away..."

        Saturday, February 21, 2009

        mindgames

        Confused,tangled,is what my state of mind is..
        I m not able to relate to myself..not able to converse with my own self
        With my thoughts….
        M demanding too much
        Nothing is clear…there’s clutter,blurr,opaqueness
        M feeling tired,worn-out,weary
        Feeling that enthusiasm bleaking
        M trying to solve the jig saw
        Just want to hear my voice again
        To feel that serenity in me…
        To feel that stability in me…

        Monday, February 16, 2009

        zidd hai aashiyan banane ki....

        O sent me these beautiful lines....the source is unknown....




        baadlon ke darmiyaan kuch aisi saazish hui,
        mera ghar mitti ka tha mere hi ghar baarish hui,
        usko bhi zid hai bijliyaan girane ki,
        hame bhi zid hai wahi aashiyaan banane ki....







        image by olvwu on flickr

        Sunday, February 15, 2009

        roads...


        we may be walking on the same road

        I'll care for you in my own way

        you'll never know

        and perhaps I'll never show.
        photo courtesy: flickr

        Friday, February 13, 2009

        m feelin nerdy...

        well m feelin all white n nerdy....have been down with viral since 4 days....but dats nothing new..m used to it since this happens to me with every change of season.... but m hating it dis time...its my friends engagement party on the 14th with her dream guy n I want to be there..to be with all of them.. I know I have to go even if m on the verge of fainting or she'll kick the shit out of me....but I don't want to be looking like a zombie there....my nose is running faster than the corporation's tap water, my nose is cherry red, m on the verge of opening the second box of tissues,my eyes have sunken in, havn't bathed since 3 dayz n desperately hoping for my body temperature to normalise....heavens i need to drive out of town for the party...

        leave aside looking my best n dancing till each muscle is paining, I just hope I can make it n manage to get rid of this schizophrenic look that m carrying....ahh I wanna be there......

        Thursday, January 29, 2009

        in honour of mosquitoes

        Mosquitoes are oblivious of family planning

        they flourish in billions

        inspite of All Out & Kachuachap

        they invade my territory,My Room

        In attempts to crush them

        I end up slapping myself

        The walls of my room

        display some of my victories on them

        They nurture themselves on my blood

        leaving love bites all over my face

        Forcibly listening to their irritating buzz at night

        I miserably fail at my mission

        to get a Good Night sleep.... :(



        P.S - This is being created in a state of zombiness coz of being deprived of some good sound sleep.

        Saturday, January 24, 2009

        packaging

        chahe woh ek dry fruit ka dibba ho ya phir insan,



        packaging matters!